Why?

I really feel like breaking right now. Nothing is going well for me. I thought things were looking up. I was talking to that pretty and really cool chick on that website, I had two job interviews from the same place. And now I have 2 weeks consecutive with no pay because my manager is a fucking cunt and suspended me because my pants had a small white stripe down the side of them. So I will have NO money to pay my bills on my next check it seems. I haven't heard from that chick for like 2 weeks. Heard nothing from that job. I just want to go walk of the edge of the world at this point. Not to mention I'm going to need to have my wisdom teeth taken out. THAT'LL be great. I'm just so sick of NOTHING going right for me. Ever.


ADDENDUM: I have realized that I have nothing to show for either my professional or my love life. I have no degree, I'm several years behind on any I SHOULD have, and I have never had a good relationship nor will I because I am repulsive, uninteresting, and terrible at talking to women.