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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

3/31/2010

Well, this was certainly time well spent to create an account here. Blogging seems so strange to me. I highly doubt my life is so interesting that people would really want to read about me. But hey, maybe I'm wrong.

Lets see, last time I talked about what I do, some of what I like. Not much else. Totally over that relationship. Hindsight really is 20/20 you know? I see now so much of that situation that was really just bad for me, but hey. That shit's done with, and she's not going to find someone who will treat her better. But enough with that shit. Who cares? It's in the past.

I feel I may be to paranoid for my own good.

There's this girl. And things are going really well. Last night I wanted to just lay under the stars for no real reason and she totally joined me. We're not dating. She needs time after her last relationship, so I'm being the gentleman that I am and giving her that time. But it was really nice just laying there and talking with her. She's one of the coolest people I know.
But today, we haven't really talked as much as normal. And after logging onto AIM she logged off a minute or so later. I'm sure this is just coincidence, but I feel like I messed up somehow.

Bah. If I did, it's nothing new.

I just hope not...


UPDATE: Totally fine, just me being paranoid